Heart of A Schizo

Its not a talent.. But a psychological disorder

Friday, June 29, 2007

In Black And White

First time I see you,
I really felt like you're around,
'Though my heart knows better,
Your presence seems to turn me down,
It turns me down, it turns me down,

Cause it has been ages,
Seeing things in black and white,
I'm not worried, I'm hurt,
Confusion rising up to steams,
Condensing every thought,
Of you and what was not...

Its a lie it can't be true,
The words they shout inside my ear,
All the vows, in every declaration signed,
Can't make this real,
Stranded in a crowd,
I start to talk out loud..

I'm not with sympathy,

All of your grins has ceased to make me feel less alone,

So why the words in my head,
"I shouldn't have given you a reason to leave,
Given you a reason

To leave..."


Its a lie, it can't be true,
The words they shout inside my ear..

-ZiM

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Mayday

Why am I hearing faint beatings of their hearts,
Why am I so dissolved inside my part,
The trigger is just a few sweats away,
From everything I thought would made our lives today..

And I say..

Chorus:
Say you'll die and you'd miss me,
Cause all the world is just plain crazy,
I feel the force rushing in my brain,
And I wanted,
I wanted to feel the pain.

Boy..
You'd wish,
You were dead,
All the things,
The hate you bred,
It all turned out like I said,
A million and one ' I told you so',
Keeps ringing in my head.

[Chorus]

[Outro]
My life is flashing before my eyes,
It won't be long before he dies,
And tomorrow it'll be okay,
Mayday,
Yea maybe some other day..

Monday, June 25, 2007

Loser Of The Year (Parody of 'Flavor of The Week)


The party's on, the neighbor's lawn,
In his room all left alone,
His favourite clothes,
All torn and sick,
Coz his roommate's such a dick,
And he's got trophies on the wall,
Of spelling bees and physics quiz's,
Coz he just sucks at all these sports..


Chorus:
The boybands, he loves them,
Pretending to have friends,
Wears high socks,
The xBox,
Its already very crystal clear,
He's just the loser of the year..


He'd failed before,
And he'll fail more,
With a look no one adores,
Even the geeks,
They call him 'freak'
Just cause he can't slam doors,
Oh when he's pissed,
He keeps it in
The chances that was long and missed,
O how did it ever come to this..


[Chorus]

Why!

He'll never, and ever, have bodies, with posture
He'll never, be clever, charming smile, smooth talkers..
Can't decide,
But can't hide
Its already very crystal clear..


[Chorus]

He's just the loser of the year,
But he loves her, dear..

-ZiM

PS:ARGH..i need a better chorus

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Dead Quiet


Footsteps choreographed to the wall clock ticking,
Night has fall again, feel the darkness sinking,
Right inside the room with its four walls, thinking
That everytime I say,
Every word replayed,
On and on again..

[Chorus]
Do you think I,
Just wanna be here,
Picking up lies,
From all the things I hear,
Coz words are getting in my way,
I'll be the one with a price to pay..
So keep dead quiet..

Its not that I don't talk, I just can't, and it kills me,
Inside its like a bomb, with its timer running,
Line to line to line, too much tv watching,
Set the record straight,
Make the whole world wait,
Longer again..


[Chorus]
Do you think I,
Just wanna be here,
Picking up lies,
From all the things I hear,
Coz words are getting in my way,
I'll be the one with a price to pay..
So keep dead quiet..

Outro:
Love,
and love,
and love,
and hate,
and love,
and oh fuck you're kidding me,
We're not meant to be,
I think you're fucked up,
You know what?
SHUT UP!


-ZiM

Sunday, June 17, 2007

Under The Influence



You sure do fit,
In a seat,
At the scene of a car crash,
How much have you spent,
Just to have a very deep gash,
On your forehead...

I've seen the news,
Had a couple of sues,

Now remembering thoughts,
How I wish I had not,
Hated love, that just didn't love,
As much as they do..

[Chorus]
I'm starting to lose control,
Oh god, I feel so cold,
I've seen the light,
Flashin tonight
So goodbye..

So goodbye..

The radio's on,
So's my song,
Damn, I'm losing my grip,
One last trip, let it slip,
I've moved on,
Nothing's been won,
So forget it..

I just don't know,
The meter turns zero,
Now my heart rates a mess,
While the pedals i pressed,

Tried to scream,
The feeling's a dream,
If only that's true..


[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Just please believe,
Ignore the naives,
I've seen faces of friends,
Now they all seem pretend,

Can you run,
I know that I can't
So goodbye...


I've seen the light,
Flashing tonight..

So goodbye..


-ZiM


Wait A Thousand Moments


I've seen the clouds of night unfurl ,

I've seen the rain fall as it froze,
I've seen the wonders of the world,
But hell, nothing would ever come close

Chorus:
A thousand things I left unsaid,
Regrets of yesterday, never forgiven
The very last thing in my head,
Oh, I'd wait a thousand moments..
For you to come back..

Times I've felt so loved,
Times I've felt so up above,
Times I know I'll remember all my life,
Times I thought would always stay alive

They're now just pictures on the wall,
As if they're dreams,
Never existed at all

[Chorus]

Cause you're not just the line in a song,
Heck, maybe I've been waiting too long..

[Chorus]

-ZiM